Last night pretty much sucked. I like to think of myself as an energetic optimist but the events of this last evening have left me with a cynical smirk on my face and a serious pain in my right hip. It went sort of like this:
Driving home from the final bonfire of the summer I had my mind full of goodbyes and packing. I was nearly home, cruising along in my newly purhased but long-ago produced vehicle, when a flash of tan and white entered the right side of my vision. A doe, as large as a kodiak bear in my memory, leaped in front of my car, used my hood like an gymnast’s vault and was propelled above and behind my slowed vehicle. It was the kind of thing that, once it happened, I kept trying to wake myself up from the scary dream but to no avail. I quickly pulled to the side of the road and pulled the e-brake, hopping out of my car and noticing for the first time that my hip had had a very sudden meeting with the steering wheel during the collision and I now felt like I had a plastic needle buried in my pelvis. I was still riding high on frantic adrenaline, which dulled the pain slightly and helped me as I dragged the recently deceased woodland creature off to the side of the road so that other drivers wouldn’t be troubled by her passing. I did a new dance I call the limp-hop back to the car and drove (slowly) back to the house, traversing the half mile with anxious looks at my crumpled, dented, and disfigured hood. After pulling into the garage and staring with disbelief at my newly destroyed vehicle, I decided to take a short walk outside to clear my mind and settle the army of gnomes running around in my stomach. The night air felt great and just shortly after my third or fourth deep breath I thought I felt a spot of rain. Oh no, not rain at all, friends. Not only had a representative of the woodland creatures introduced herself in a lovely way but it seems that the airborne population felt a little left out. Yep, a bird shat on my head. Not on my clothes. Not on my shoes. Nope, directly onto my melon. I took a shower and washed my hair just shy eight times but I can’t shake the feeling of that turd sitting amongst the tiny bristles of my recently shaved head.
I woke up this morning and for the first time in a long time, felt really miserable. But hey, you can’t have good days without terrible days, right?
I watched both of these episodes back to back, partially because their narrative is pretty clearly connected and mostly because I just wanted to watch more. The first episode, Babylon, was a little frustrating for me. I understand pretty clearly by now that the characters all have deep interesting stories and that they are more connected than we are originally led to believe. However, sequeneces like Ben’s dream of the war and Lodz’s bear devouring the man don’t really do anything for me. That sequence has had to have shown up at least 5 or 6 times by this point and I know almost nothing more about it than I did the first time. Characters often drop cryptic lines like, “Ever since St. Louis” and “You look just like him,” but I still feel a bit like I’m traying to make out an image in water that is sinking deeper into the murk instead of coming up to daylight. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t just want all of the answers right now on a silver platter but it would be nice if the writers of this show stopped acting as though they needed to hook me with mystery. I’m already hooked by this point and I would like to be rewarded for watching more of the episodes with more information about the characters and their motivations.
I don’t have a whole lot to say about this episode so I will make it quick. We find out that Lodz knows quite a lot about who/what Ben is and may even have some of Ben’s powers himself. Jones takes a gander into Management’s trailer while Samson is out visiting his favorite gilly, and finds out that either Samson has been lying to them and Management is nothing more than a myth or else Management (that mysterious he that we keep hearing about) has decided to go out for a spot of fresh air in the dust storm. Either way, tensions are built and ready to be sprung between Jones and Samson and Lodz returns with high hopes for where he can take Ben and his powers.
The third episode of season one opens with a really poignant scene showing a newly dead person being carried out of his or her house just as the carnivale trucks are passing by to set up shop in the town. The house is wind-blown and ramshackle and even though the vehicles for carnivale aren’t anything special to look at, the carnival and all of the wonders present inside offer a respite from these people’s difficult lives. The carnival brings life and excitement into these small towns and this episode shows that very well.
Episode 2 features several bits of character exploration that serve to both satiate my growing curiousity and add more questions to my expanding list. It turns out that our good and faithful Brother Justin, he of the cloth, is kind of into his sister. I was a little caught off guard by this but it definitely adds some depth to the minister. We also get more about his developing power; it seems to allow him to reveal and bring to light whatever sins the target of his focus has or is commiting. The poor vagrant that visited him in the first episode yarked up coins after Brother Justin caught her stealing and Carroll Templeton makes a pensieve-like trip with Brother Justin to Chin’s, the place of Carroll’s secret antics involving underage boys. Brother Justin seems to abhor sin so much that he can somehow call it forth from people and force them to face it. We find out that he does not spare himself either; he practices flagellation in the solitude of his room, his eyes fixed upon a wooden cross hung over his bed. Definitely interested to see where this story goes.
Well, damn. I’ve been excited to get away from Angel and start watching something new for a little while now. I took a trip to Best Buy a few days ago to check out the selection and Carnivale caught my eye. I heard little to nothing from friends and trusted viewers, and I decided to go out on a limb and give it a shot. It turns out that I should have done a little more homework before-hand because HBO cancelled this show after two seasons even though it had won several awards and the creator, Daniel Knaupf, had it planned for six seasons. Now, this would be all fine and dandy if the show was terrible (I would be out a few dollars, I s’pose) but after watching the first episode, I’m both excited to watch more and unhappy about working my way through